January 2011
30 posts
unusually ready for the new year. I like this feeling :)
December 2010
50 posts
erin, just put it aside. put it aside. it doesn’t matter. don’t listen or believe it. they are just jealous. don’t listen. don’t listen….
for some reason i don’t ever really post anything when i am at home, or at least not as much.
i really just want to be hooking up with someone right. about. now.
i can’t believe that i still have a whole 21 more fucking days here… i mean i like the weather and all but im ready to go back to school…
just. one. more. final. you. can. do. it. erin.
aright, its official. im giving up. i accept the fact that im failing and im very ok with it.
hey, at least im doing what i want to do right?
DAMN. I NEED SOME FUCKING MOTIVATION TO STUDY SO I...
ok so i have been going to see my advisor every week now for like the past 2 months. i started to really get used to it. i started to feel comfortable with him, to be able to tell him almost anything. i felt safe knowing i could go and talk to him about anything, especially when i am not sure what to do. he told me today that it was going to be our last meeting because he is taking a job offer at...
I know he is a dick and it’s a good thing i don’t have him in my life to stress over anymore
what i want to be doing right now:
-organize myself for next semester
-draw
-download music
-read an interesting book
-make christmas gifts
what i need to be doing:
-studying for finals
ughh what do i do?
i just want this semester to be over. i’m ready to start fresh.
unlike yesterday… today SUCKS.
i just feel so ready :>
i should really go to bed.
i had a really good day though even though i am very aware that i will fail my psych and spanish test tomorrow. im okay with it. my day was still successful.
i am excited for next semester.
i am glad that i don’t have to worry about stephen anymore.
im ready to not be scared and do what i want to do. for me. (at least im ready right now.. this feeling is very...
“Lost in this plastic life, Let’s break out of this fake ass party.”
why is it that i have somebody perfectly good who would do anything for me and who wants me for me but my feelings continuously turn on and off— sometimes i like him and sometimes i want nothing to do with him. one of these days he is going to realize how i feel and it will ruin him. im convinced i wont be having a relationship for a looonnnggg time
Is it weird that sometimes I really wish I was a beautiful black woman?
I’m drunk and I don’t know what I’m doing or how I feel about anyone here….
FUCKKKKKKKK
hahahah